Post by The Mentalist on Sept 3, 2010 18:25:28 GMT -5
(Kay, the stuck between two is Time Lord thing, doesn't happen to humans. Just to clear that up. )
The Mentalist, still torn between his two selves, let a crazed glare reach River. She was on the ground and had tripped over a log in the park. He heard her speak and answered, his voice all crooked. It too was stuck between the two personalities.
"I aM iLL DaM*It! I'VE nEVEr bEEN RIght, uP heRe!"
He tapped the tip of his blade on his forehead, trying not to cut into himself. He then heard her seductive tone and ignored it completely. Her desires had no effect on him right now, the only thing that mattered was him and how he could get out of this trouble. He then heard her ask about his teeth and yelling and it again, reminded him of back home.
He'd done this in front of The Psychologist too.
They'd been in a different room in the institution, in her office. It was such a pretty place. He admired all the books, notes and decoration. The way it was all displayed brought color and life to the room, with order and dignity alongside. She'd trusted him enough to come here, away from the shouts of his fellows and other things that could distract him.
He'd been sitting in the big chair across from her and it had felt nice. It was relaxing as she leaned over her own desk, to grab some papers. She'd chatted away to him, occasionally looking up. Their therapy session was over, but there was still some time left before he had to go back. He'd felt normal in there, just letting her talk away to him, having a normal conversation. The Mentalist hadn't had one of those in a while. She sat upright and scribbled a few more notes, continuing on her story.
"So, she crawls over to me and looks up at me, holding her arms up as if to say, 'Pick me up mommy, I want a hug!' Ah, she's such a sweetheart, my little girl. Being a mother is really something. So what about you then, were you ever a father?"
He'd been smiling up until then. He'd liked hearing about her baby, he could easily see her as a mother. But as she'd said father, something clicked in his head. It wasn't the fact that he'd never been a father, it was more, he had a problem with the father figure itself. Staring at her as she scribbled away, he felt his control slipping away, and he stood up, trying to regain some of it. He stumbled a little across the room, only for her to look up and come over. She'd outstretched a hand to him, trying to coax him back, knowing something was wrong. But he kept staring at her, in a cold sweat, the fatherly mention setting him off. He couldn't deal with that mention, his own father being a sensitive subject. As she came a little closer, she'd noticed a slight flicker in his eyes and his teeth, something was wrong with them too.
It was then he yelled at her. Screamed right in her face, let it ring through the whole building. It was not one of sorrow like the other patients, it was one of pure anger. Everything flowed out of him, letting the scream drag out. He was stuck midway but this time he knew why. As he'd screamed at her, he'd looked in her eyes and seen it. he hated the fatherly figure itself, yet when he looked at her, he wanted to be the father of her little girl and know the normality of life. He wanted to be her other half and the closest thing her baby would have to be a dad. The scream he'd let out was anger at himself. He hated what he wanted. The half that wanted to be the father held on, while the hate of the other tried to take hold.
She'd just stood there and taken the scream, terrified. After he'd stopped she'd whispered something him, still in a huge amount of shock.
"Why did you just shout at me?"
He now screamed at River, shouting the answer that he didn't give The Psychologist. It would make no sense to her.
"YOU'RE TEARING ME APART! CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT I WANT? GIVE IT TO ME! SO I CAN STOP RIPPING MYSELF UP!"
He totally ignored the comment about The Doctor, now stumbling over to River the blade clutched in his palm. He stared down at her, the change in his teeth creating a small pool of blood in his mouth. He let it slide through his teeth before talking to River again, still hung up on his answer to The Psychologist.
"well.. if you won't, then I have to get rid of you and that eliminates my problem. I'll kill you first, then the girl. Then there is nothing for me to want."
Kneeling down next to River, it was clear, he would kill it now. It shone in his eyes.
The Mentalist, still torn between his two selves, let a crazed glare reach River. She was on the ground and had tripped over a log in the park. He heard her speak and answered, his voice all crooked. It too was stuck between the two personalities.
"I aM iLL DaM*It! I'VE nEVEr bEEN RIght, uP heRe!"
He tapped the tip of his blade on his forehead, trying not to cut into himself. He then heard her seductive tone and ignored it completely. Her desires had no effect on him right now, the only thing that mattered was him and how he could get out of this trouble. He then heard her ask about his teeth and yelling and it again, reminded him of back home.
He'd done this in front of The Psychologist too.
They'd been in a different room in the institution, in her office. It was such a pretty place. He admired all the books, notes and decoration. The way it was all displayed brought color and life to the room, with order and dignity alongside. She'd trusted him enough to come here, away from the shouts of his fellows and other things that could distract him.
He'd been sitting in the big chair across from her and it had felt nice. It was relaxing as she leaned over her own desk, to grab some papers. She'd chatted away to him, occasionally looking up. Their therapy session was over, but there was still some time left before he had to go back. He'd felt normal in there, just letting her talk away to him, having a normal conversation. The Mentalist hadn't had one of those in a while. She sat upright and scribbled a few more notes, continuing on her story.
"So, she crawls over to me and looks up at me, holding her arms up as if to say, 'Pick me up mommy, I want a hug!' Ah, she's such a sweetheart, my little girl. Being a mother is really something. So what about you then, were you ever a father?"
He'd been smiling up until then. He'd liked hearing about her baby, he could easily see her as a mother. But as she'd said father, something clicked in his head. It wasn't the fact that he'd never been a father, it was more, he had a problem with the father figure itself. Staring at her as she scribbled away, he felt his control slipping away, and he stood up, trying to regain some of it. He stumbled a little across the room, only for her to look up and come over. She'd outstretched a hand to him, trying to coax him back, knowing something was wrong. But he kept staring at her, in a cold sweat, the fatherly mention setting him off. He couldn't deal with that mention, his own father being a sensitive subject. As she came a little closer, she'd noticed a slight flicker in his eyes and his teeth, something was wrong with them too.
It was then he yelled at her. Screamed right in her face, let it ring through the whole building. It was not one of sorrow like the other patients, it was one of pure anger. Everything flowed out of him, letting the scream drag out. He was stuck midway but this time he knew why. As he'd screamed at her, he'd looked in her eyes and seen it. he hated the fatherly figure itself, yet when he looked at her, he wanted to be the father of her little girl and know the normality of life. He wanted to be her other half and the closest thing her baby would have to be a dad. The scream he'd let out was anger at himself. He hated what he wanted. The half that wanted to be the father held on, while the hate of the other tried to take hold.
She'd just stood there and taken the scream, terrified. After he'd stopped she'd whispered something him, still in a huge amount of shock.
"Why did you just shout at me?"
He now screamed at River, shouting the answer that he didn't give The Psychologist. It would make no sense to her.
"YOU'RE TEARING ME APART! CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT I WANT? GIVE IT TO ME! SO I CAN STOP RIPPING MYSELF UP!"
He totally ignored the comment about The Doctor, now stumbling over to River the blade clutched in his palm. He stared down at her, the change in his teeth creating a small pool of blood in his mouth. He let it slide through his teeth before talking to River again, still hung up on his answer to The Psychologist.
"well.. if you won't, then I have to get rid of you and that eliminates my problem. I'll kill you first, then the girl. Then there is nothing for me to want."
Kneeling down next to River, it was clear, he would kill it now. It shone in his eyes.